もう何回うずくまってしまったか
Mou nankai uzukumatte shimatta ka
How many times have I ended up crouching down already?
覚えていない位には
Oboete inai kurai ni wa
To the point that I don't remember.
切ない匂い覚え過ぎたんだ
Setsunai nioi oboesugitan da
I've become too familiar with that bittersweet scent.
排水口なだれ込んだ心の中身達
Haisuikou nadarekonda kokoro no nakamitachi
The contents of my heart that came pouring into the drain.
シンクにレモネード零した次の夜が
Shinku ni remoneedo koboshita tsugi no yoru ga
The night after I spilled lemonade into the sink.
目を閉じ開けた時には
Me o toji aketa toki ni wa
When I closed my eyes and opened them.
すぐ傍まで顔を見せている
Sugu soba made kao o misete iru
It is already showing its face right beside me.
叶わない思いの類が
Kanawanai omoi no tagui ga
The kinds of feelings that will never come true.
バスルームのノブを落として
Basuruumu no nobu o otoshite
Dropping the bathroom knob.
一人に慣れた最近をまだ叫んでる
Hitori ni nareta saikin o mada sakenderu
Still crying out about these recent days I've grown accustomed to being alone.
最後のお願いを聞いておくれ
Saigo no onegai o kiite okure
Please hear my final request.
僕の事を十秒間だけでいいから教えてよ
Boku no koto o juubyoukan dake de ii kara oshiete yo
Please tell me about myself, even if it's only for ten seconds.
もう何回一人で死んでしまったか
Mou nankai hitori de shinde shimatta ka
How many times have I died alone already?
覚えてない位には
Oboetenai kurai ni wa
To the point that I don't remember.
切ない匂い苦し過ぎたんだ
Setsunai nioi kurushisugitan da
That bittersweet scent was simply too painful.
枕の上倒れこんだ心の灯たち
Makura no ue taorekonda kokoro no tomoshibitachi
The lights of my heart that collapsed onto the pillow.
子供が永遠笑っているような純粋な事では
Kodomo ga eien waratte iru you na junsui na koto de wa
With something as pure as a child laughing forever.
消せない病気隠し過ぎたんだ
Kesenai byouki kakushisugitan da
I hid an illness that couldn't be erased for far too long.
その幸せ包み込んだ後ろの歪み達
Sono shiawase tsutsumikonda ushiro no yugamitachi
The distortions behind it that wrapped around that happiness.
シンクにレモネード流したはずの夜が
Shinku ni remoneedo nagashita hazu no yoru ga
The night when I should have poured the lemonade into the sink.
空っぽの僕を笑うような疼きで瞳が冷える
Karappo no boku o warau you na uzuki de hitomi ga hieru
My eyes grow cold from an ache that seems to laugh at my emptiness.
何もかも揃えた世界が必ずにクロスを掛けた
Nanimokamo soroeta sekai ga kanarazu ni kurosu o kaketa
The world where everything was in place draped a cloth over the word 'certainly.'
一人で泣いた現実は狂っていなくて
Hitori de naita genjitsu wa kurutte inakute
The reality in which I cried alone wasn't crazy.
最期のお願いを聞いておくれ僕の事を
Saigo no onegai o kiite okure boku no koto o
Please hear my final request, about me.
切り開いていいから皆同じ物を流して
Kirihiraite ii kara minna onaji mono o nagashite
It's okay to cut me open, so let everyone pour out the same thing.
シンクにレモネード
Shinku ni remoneedo
Lemonade in the sink.
零した
Koboshita
Spilled it.